Title:
Chumashed
Author: Froxyn
Rating: FRM
Pairing: Buffy/Giles
Timeline: Set directly after the events of Pangs (S4)
Author’s Notes: Special
thanks to wyvernwolf
who has done another wonderful job as my beta.
This
was written in response to a prompt for the Hurt/Comfort Ficathon. The prompt
is as follows:
“Buffy;
season 4; The arrow that hit Buffy in 'Pangs' is a ghost arrow and Slayer
healing can't fix the wound. Giles steps in with research, support and a little
bit of magic”
Over twenty-four hours earlier, Buffy had stormed out
of his apartment in anger. Giles took some comfort in the fact that he wasn’t
the only person she was angry with, but somehow it wasn’t enough. He found that
his heart still ached when she was angry with him. He shook his head sadly as
he put the last of the clean dishes away.
He
turned and looked longingly at the phone. He had called her five times already,
each call ending with him hanging up on the answering machine. As much as he
wanted to apologize for not telling her Angel was in town, he refused to do so
via a piece of electronic equipment.
He
glanced at the clock and with a heavy sigh, picked up the phone. He had pressed
five numbers on the handset when a knock sounded at the door. He grumbled under
his breath as he punched the ‘end’ button and tossed the phone onto the
counter.
He
opened the door, more than mildly surprised to find her on the other side.
“Buffy?”
“Giles…”
“I’ve
been trying to call you. In fact, I was calling you just now. I…I want to
apologize…”
She
interrupted him swiftly. “So not worried about that at the moment.”
Hearing
her words, and more importantly her tone, he took a moment to really look at
her. Her face was flushed, her skin glistening, and she was leaning heavily
against the doorframe. He suddenly realized that his Slayer was not well.
He
ushered her in quickly and closed the door. “What’s wrong, Buffy?”
“I
have a problem.”
His
eyes widened in surprise as she shrugged her jacket off and dropped it to the
floor. “Buffy?”
She
smiled wearily at him, lifting her arm slightly. “Something’s wrong.”
His
eyes immediately darted towards her bandaged forearm and filled with concern
when he registered that not only was her arm bandaged, the bandage was
red…blood red. He led her to the couch and sat her down before retrieving his
first aid kit.
“What
happened?” He asked softly as he sat down beside her.
She
stared at him for a moment, and then slightly narrowed her eyes in confusion.
“I was shot with an arrow?” She pointed weakly towards the other side of the
room. “Right over there.”
He
met her eyes, his brow furrowing. “Buffy…that was twenty-six hours ago.”
“Uh-huh…”
He
gently touched the bandage and then inspected the red smear on his fingertip.
“This is fresh blood.”
“Uh-huh.
Remember when I said I have a problem? This is it. Slayer healing isn’t kicking
in, Giles.” She wiped her face with the back of her hand. “Something’s wrong.”
“Lie
down.” He requested softly as he carefully pushed her onto the cushions. “I’ll
get you some water.”
He
pulled the afghan from the back of the couch, covering her body before rushing
into the kitchen.
“You
cleaned up.”
“Pardon?”
He walked back into the living room and sat down on the coffee table, holding
the glass for her as she sipped the cool liquid through a straw.
She
swallowed and let her head fall onto the arm of the couch. She lifted her hand
and gestured towards the kitchen. “You cleaned up. I was…I was going to help.”
“Oh.”
He placed the glass on the table next to him and shrugged a shoulder. “It
passed the time. Now…do you mind if I remove this and have a closer look?”
She
shook her head. “That’s one of the reasons I’m here.”
He
raised an eyebrow, but didn’t question her on her other reasons for coming to
him. There were more important matters at hand…namely, figuring out why her
Slayer healing was seemingly crippled. He carefully removed the bandage,
grimacing when she hissed softly.
“Sorry.”
“S’okay.”
She watched his face as he examined the wound. “What’s the diagnosis, doc?”
“I’m
not sure.” He shook his head, his eyes narrowing. “This is rather disturbing.”
She
chuckled half-heartedly. “And here I was thinking you were gonna say
‘interesting’.”
His
eyes darted to hers. “I do not find this interesting in the least, Buffy.”
“I’m
sorry. Just trying to lighten things up.”
He
brushed her sweat-dampened hair back from her face. “There is nothing light
about you being in danger.”
He
cleared his throat and set to the task of cleaning the wound, adding some
ointments to it, and then re-dressing it. She watched him closely, not missing
the expression of true concern and fear on his face. She reached up and lightly
grazed her fingertips along his cheek.
“I’ve
missed you.”
He
looked down at her, clearly startled. He swallowed and stopped himself before
he leaned into her touch. He spoke gently, under the assumption that she was
delirious.
“Buffy,
I’m not Angel.”
“No.
You’re Giles. I’m not healing, but I haven’t completely lost my mind. You’re
Giles…and I’ve missed you.”
He
took a deep breath. “I’ve missed you as well.” His eyes narrowed again as he
glanced at the small red patch appearing on the fresh gauze. “Rest now. Are you
in pain? I’m sure I have some painkillers in the medicine cabinet.”
“It
doesn’t feel good, but it’s manageable.” She closed her eyes and shuddered
lightly. “I’m scared, Giles. What’s wrong?”
“I
don’t know, love.” He covered her back up and cradled her cheek in his palm. “I
don’t know. But, I’ll find out. You rest for now and I’ll see what I can find.”
She
nodded sleepily. “You’ll keep me safe? Make me better?”
“I’ll
do my level best.” He whispered softly.
She
smiled. “You always do.”
When
she yawned, he placed his hand on her shoulder. “Did you sleep last night?”
“I
dozed.”
He
narrowed his eyes. “Buffy, you need rest. You’ve been pushing yourself – ”
“I
know, Giles. Trust me, I tried to sleep. But…”
When
she didn’t finish her statement, he gently squeezed her shoulder. “But, what?”
“It
hurt. And…I couldn’t get comfortable.”
He
sighed softly. “You should’ve come to me last night.”
She
looked away from him and spoke quietly. “I was mad at you last night.”
“I
know. And – ”
“And
I don’t want to talk about it right now, okay? Can we just focus on this for
the time being?”
“Of
course. I, uh…are you sure you wouldn’t like anything for pain?”
“I
don’t know. Maybe?”
He
offered her a gentle smile. “Accepting pain relief is not a sign of weakness,
Buffy.”
She
chuckled. “And why do you have a stockpile of painkillers?”
“Numerous
visits to the emergency room for head trauma…and various other injuries.”
“And
you didn’t take them? You just said that it’s not a sign of weakness.”
He
cleared his throat and smiled shyly. “I said that ‘accepting’ isn’t a sign of
weakness. I accepted them. I even took a few of them.”
“Semantics,
Giles.” She grinned briefly before the throbbing in her arm caused her to
wince. “Yeah, okay…maybe something light?”
He
gave her a quick nod and rushed into the bathroom. He opened the medicine
cabinet and after scanning the labels on the bottles, he found the one he
wanted and ran back into the living room.
“You
in a hurry, Giles?”
“Well…you’re
in pain. The faster I get these into you, the faster you’ll be out of pain.” He
shook a pill into her palm and handed her glass of water to her. “This will
help…and should help you get some sleep as well.”
She
glanced at the pill and then looked into his eyes. “What will you be doing?”
“Researching.”
He gestured towards the table. “I’ll be right over there.”
“Promise
you won’t leave?”
“I’m
not going anywhere.”
She
gave him a nod and popped the pill into her mouth, quickly swallowing a
mouthful of water to wash it down. As she lay back down, he covered her back up
with the afghan.
“Close
your eyes, Buffy. Get some rest.”
She
took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Fifteen minutes later, her breathing
evened out as she fell asleep. He sat with her for a few moments, searching for
any evidence of her being in pain. Finding none, he stood and quickly made his
way to the bookshelf.
Chapter
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